It's not all me. It's not all my fault. I may remind you, but I won't take it all on.

So, this is not good. Why am I failing at life? Literaly. Well, actually, I know why but I'm just not sure what to do about it.  I'm not used to failing.  Why is it when everything is looking like it's clearing up actually is getting worse. 

 

Supposedly, I have ADD.

Failing classes.

Allergies? = Rash all over.

Sun? = Blisters on hands.

Not doing well in classes.

I don't want to major in Spanish.

I hate my advisor.

 

 

I just want to sit and cry in a corner.

 

Let life pass me by.

 

The only thing going well is my relationship with Geoff. 

 

I hate this.  I feel like I'm falling apart.  This is not the me I know.  I don't know what to do.  I'm trapped.  I feel helpless.  What can I do?  I keep dissapointing people (as well as myself), and I can't handle it.  Take me out and let me start over.  I'm sorry for all I've done.

 

There has to be a way to fix this.

 

I am not a failure.